In September...

Checked out a possible College for next year. For some reason i can't picture myself being a college student, living out on my own. Not going to lie, as much fun as its going to be, it also scares the shit I've been doing alot of thinking, about what I want right now, and what I need right now. I need to get my shit together with school, make sure I keep doing well. I don't need any guys to distract me, and break my heart, so i have to figure out a way to keep that shit from entering my train of thought. How I'm going to manage that, I have no clue. For some reason, I got this huge rush of motivation and optimistic thought when I was driving home listening to some John Butler. Fuck he's good. Go on take a step outside. See whats Shakin' in the Real world.

You

Am I invisible? How can you walk by without even noticing I'm here. I'm no ghost, just fucking look at me. What ever happened to the concept of Eye contact anyway. Its eye contact that makes a person feel noticed; Listened to; Important. I'm not intimidating by any means. I'm wide open, just waiting for you to catch on. Catch on to the fact that I'm so into you. Are you completely blind, or just using that as a way to silently reject me. Your not a bad person, in fact; You are someone I would love to hold and never let go. But you wont give me the chance. You wont give me the time of day. I'm not invisible. Just open up your eyes.